When Life Wasn't too Joyous

I saw the second hand on the watch work counter clockwise.

The room began to shake and I was surprised.

When my mind went black,

I laid down and hit the sack. 

I woke up in 2009,

There was a reverse in time. 

All the happiness I had built up,

Had been put in a cell and shut.

Freshman year of high school.

I felt dumb and I felt like a fool.
Reliving life wasn't even living,
Pain and hurt gave their givings.
And I ran and hid.
Auctioned my soul to the highest bid.
Rid of me the burden.
Rid of me the past...